love

Love can be a very stressful thing, expecially when your an adolescent. I guess it's just because it's all new to us as young adults, and new things can often be scary. The topic of love has been on my mind alot lately, not because I have a new "love interest" or I've had a recent break-up, just because I've been thinking of how fast my life is going and trying to make it the best it can be. But without love, can a person still be happy? Or is part of being happy to be in love and have the life you've dreamed of?

I've been seeing so many couples lately, holding hands and acting cute, but sometimes I wonder how "in love" those people are and if they will last. To be honest, there are some people I see that, actually, make me sick. All they do act like they are completly in love, 24/7, and they have to let the whole world know by kissing all of the time in front of everyone. It's like they need to show it off, but is that really love? Does love have to be exploited, or is it something in the soul that isn't for other people to see?

All of these questions have just been boggling my mind and it makes me wonder if there is that one person, that one true soul-mate, out there for me and only me. It also makes me think if I will ever find that person, or if I will wind up being single when I'm an adult, like the "Sex and the City" girls. I know that I'm young and have my whole life to figure things out, but this has just been somethings I have been thinking about and, I'n not going to lie, it's kind of stressful. Will I be happy in the future? I guess I'll just have to wait and see.






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